巴。 Ba.
呸！呸！ Ba! Ba!
巴，巴，巴。 Ba, ba, ba.
- 再见。 - 巴，巴。 - Bye. - Ba, ba.
一堆没有自我火花的器官 从大脑... A pile of organs without the spark of self from a brain...
或从心脏泵出的血液。 or the pump of blood from a heart.
只是周日午餐的屠夫托盘。 Just a butcher's tray for a Sunday lunch.
现在，谁愿意 重建器官？ Now, who would like to reconstruct the organs?
谁能区分人类和动物， 是否有区别？ And who can tell human from animal, if there is a difference?
来来。 Come, come.
你小时候玩过拼图，不是吗？ You did puzzles as children, did you not?
是我一个人这样，还是太难了 当怪物说话时要集中注意力吗？ Is it just me, or is it devilishly hard to concentrate when the monster's talking?
他是一位非凡的外科医生。 He is an extraordinary surgeon.
他的研究具有开创性。 他的父亲创立了这个地方。 His research is groundbreaking. His father founded this place.
您是否误将自己纳入其中 在这次谈话中，马克斯·麦坎德尔斯？ Have you mistaken yourself as included in this conversation, Max McCandles?
您与我们的物理距离 事实并非如此。 Your physical proximity to us does not make it so.
滚蛋吧，老朋友。给自己买一套西装吧 Fuck off, old pal. Get yourself a suit.
你真以为 先生，肝脏就在那里？ You really think that's where the liver goes, sir?
请问目的是什么 把它们放回去，先生？ Can I ask what is the purpose of putting them back in, sir?
我的乐趣。 My amusement.
马克斯·麦坎德尔斯先生！ Mr. Max McCandles!
课程结束时和我一起走。 Walk with me at the end of the lesson.
你的论文。 Your paper.
先生，您喜欢吗？ You liked it, sir?
它显示出传统思维的迹象 竭尽全力几乎接近平庸。 It showed signs of a conventional mind straining hard to almost touch mediocrity.
- 谢谢。 - 我需要一个人。一个项目的助理。 - Thank you. - I need someone. An assistant on a project.
我喜欢。 I would love to.
- 你是一个有宗教信仰的人吗？ - 我相信上帝。 - Are you a religious man? - I believe in God.
- 我还是神？ - 幽默，因为你通常被称为... - Me or the deity? - Humorous, as you're often known as the...
这是我自己开的一个玩笑。 It is a joke of my own making.
我不需要为我解释它。 I do not need it explicated for me.
真是魔鬼的杰作。 The very devil's work.
先生，您想过留胡子吗？ Have you thought of growing a beard, sir?
我看起来像一只系着领带的大狗。 I look like a big dog in a cravat.
孩子们喜欢狗。 Kids like dogs.
这个工作。 This job.
是的。来。 Yes. Come.
上帝！上帝。 God! God.
上帝。 God.
- 你好。 - 你好。 - Hello. - Hello.
贝拉，这是麦坎德尔斯先生。 Bella, this is Mr. McCandles.
你好，贝拉。 Hello, Bella.
- 巴德。 - 血。 - Bud. - Blood.
- 血。 - 太棒了。 - Blood. - Marvelous.
我很好。我很好。 I'm fine. I'm fine.
多么漂亮的迟钝啊。 What a very pretty retard.
她脑部受伤。 She suffered a brain injury.
我修好了。 I repaired it.
她的心理年龄和她的身体 不太同步。 Her mental age and her body are not quite synchronized.
语言来了。 她正在以更快的速度进步。 Language is coming. She is progressing at an accelerated pace.
她令人惊叹。 She is stunning.
我需要仔细记录她的进展。 I need to meticulously note her progression.
你会为我做这件事吗？ You will do this for me?
这将是我的荣幸。 It would be my honor.
威！ Wee!
是的。这很令人兴奋，贝拉。 Yes. It is exciting, Bella.
“呜。”我相信她正在做... "Wee." I believe she's doing...
普里姆太太！ Mrs. Prim!
韦。 Wee.
你不喜欢腌鱼吗？ Do you not like kippers?
事实上，我很偏爱他们。 I am quite partial to them, actually.
我发现他们早上的样子很好... I find them to be nice in the morning...
贝拉也剪了？ Bella cut, too?
对贝拉来说只是死人。 Just dead ones for Bella.
刚刚死了。 Just dead.
压扁！压扁，压扁。 Squish! Squish, squish.
乔格！ Chog!
跑步！ Run!
乔格。 Chog.
她每天收集 15 个单词。 She gathers 15 words a day.
她的协调能力充其量也不稳定。 Her coordination is unstable at best.
到了晚上，就有了进展。 In the evenings, there's progress.
她的头发每两天就会长长一英寸。 Her hair grows one inch every two days.
-我这里有一张头发图。 - 非常好。 - I have a hair diagram here. - Excellent.
你可以走了。明天见。 You may go. See you tomorrow.
先生，她从哪里来？ Sir, where did she come from?
我相信你的工作就是收集数据。 I believe your job is collecting data.
当我向其中添加愚蠢的问题时， 我会告诉你。 When I add inane questions to it, I'll let you know.
“所以，当他们从树林里回来时...... "And so, when they returned from the wood...
“她与她的妈妈和爸爸团聚了。 "she was reunited with her Mummy and Daddy.
“那天晚上，吃晚饭时， 他们吃蛋糕直到生病。 "That night, for dinner, they ate cake until they were sick.
“他们很高兴能重新聚在一起。” "They were so happy to be back together."
你是我爸爸吗，上帝？ You me Daddy, God?
- 我... - 波丽姆说你不是。 - I... - Prim say you not be.
贝拉无处可去的女孩。 Bella nowhere girl.
那是哪里？无处？ Where that be? Nowhere?
你是一个孤儿。 You are an orphan.
你的父母死了。 Your parents died.
然后你就砍掉了父母，上帝？ Then you cut parents up, God?
不。 No.
他们是我的朋友。 They were my friends.
他们是勇敢的探险家... They were brave explorers...
他们在山体滑坡中丧生 在南美洲。 and they were killed in a landslide in South America.
他们突破了界限 已知的... They pushed the boundaries of what was known...
他们付出了代价。 and they paid the price.
但这是唯一的生活方式，贝拉。 But that is the only way to live, Bella.
他们把你送到我这里来照顾你。 They sent you to me to care for you.
死的？ Dead?
恐怕是这样，亲爱的。 I'm afraid so, my darling.
可怜的贝拉。 Poor Bella.
但爱神。 But love God.
在这里睡。 Sleep here.
不。 No.
晚安，亲爱的贝拉。 Good night, dear Bella.
这个，父母。 This, parents.
秘鲁，是的。 Peru, yes.
为什么你要写下每一篇坚果？ Why you pen book every nut?
我必须记下你的营养摄入量。 I must note down your nutritional intake.
多少？ How many?
告诉贝拉其他地方。 Tell Bella other places.
那是葡萄牙的里斯本。 That's Lisbon, Portugal.
法国南部。阿尔卑斯山。 The south of France. The Alps.
澳大利亚。 Australia.
又远又危险， 在人和动物中。 Far away and dangerous, in both people and animal.
贝拉想要看看这个世界。 Bella want look at world.
只是... Just...
贝拉。 Bella.
贝拉，我认为我们不被允许来这里。 Bella, I don't think we're allowed up here.
让我们... Let's just...
贝拉。 Bella.
不。 No.
贝拉，这很危险。 Bella, this is dangerous.
贝拉。 Bella.
不，贝拉。 No, Bella.
上帝。 God.
必须去外面。 Outside must go.
外部？不，我们工作。 Outside? No, we work.
割伤手指？ Cut fingers?
蜡烛带我走。 蜡烛。 Candles take me. Candles.
当然，我可以。如果... Of course I can. If...
不。 No.
是的。出去！ Yes. Out!
她去过外面吗？ Has she ever been outside?
不。 No.
我创造了一个完美的娱乐 和贝拉的安全世界。 I have created a perfectly entertaining and safe world for Bella.
现在。 Now.
- 贝拉。 - 现在！ - Bella. - Now!
现在！ Now!
贝拉。 Bella.
你知道，外面有很多事情 可以杀了你，贝拉。 You know, so many things outside can kill you, Bella.
杀死了？ Kill dead?
蛇、马车、尖脸鸟， 地震... Snakes, carriages, sharp-faced birds, earthquakes...
吸入有毒草籽。 inhalation of toxic grass seeds.
贝拉。 Bella.
贝拉。看。 Bella. Look.
- 杀了它。 - 什么？ - Kill it. - What?
为什么你的拇指很滑稽，上帝？ Why you funny thumbs, God?
有一次，当我很小的时候... Once when I was very small...
我父亲竖起大拇指 装进一个小铁盒里…… my father pinned my thumbs into a small iron case...
看看他能否阻止 骨骼的生长周期。 to see whether he could retard the growth cycle of bones.
现在，痛苦是如此之大…… Now, the pain was so great...
为了不让自己哭泣... to stop myself from weeping...
我会深深地凝视着我的其他手指...... I would stare deeply into my other fingers...
并简单地通过观察... and simply by observation...
开始解析 流行病学因素。 begin to parse out the epidemiological elements.
当他回来时... When he came back...
令他惊讶的是，我在微笑。 to his surprise, I was smiling.
天哪。 Good God.
他是一个思想非传统的人。 He was a man of unconventional mind.
该走了。 Time to go.
暴风雨即将来临。 A storm approaches.
你为什么要这么吓唬她？ Why must you scare her so?
她是一个实验品... She's an experiment...
我必须控制条件... and I must control the conditions...
否则我们的结果将不纯净。 or our results will not be pure.
停止！ 天哪，我们走吧！ Stop! God, we go!
不，贝拉。 No, Bella.
贝拉想要在冰淇淋中散步。 Bella want walk in ice cream.
不。 No.
贝拉想要！ Bella wants!
我的脸。人们害怕上帝。 My face. People scared of God.
嘲笑上帝。 Laugh at God.
上帝可爱。 God lovely.
像狗脸一样。 Like dog face.
相当。 Quite.
- 停止！我走。 - 不！ - Stop! Me walk. - No!
不是现在？没有永不？ No now? No never?
就是不行。 Just no.
- 贝拉！ - 不！ - Bella! - No!
- 不！不！不！ - 贝拉！ - No! No! No! - Bella!
不！ No!
- 对不起。对不起。 - 不！ - Sorry. Sorry. - No!
不！不！ No! No!
对不起，亲爱的。 I'm sorry, my darling.
圣母玛利亚。 Mother of God.
你对她做了什么？ What did you do to her?
你为什么要躲着她？ Why are you hiding her?
告诉我这一切意味着什么 不然我就去找警察。 Tell me what all this means, or I'll go to the police.
我将。因为这是一个快乐的故事。 I shall. For it is a happy tale.
难得获得一具尸体， 虽然死了，但离生命如此之近。 It is rare to get a body, albeit dead, but so close to life.
严格性还没有出现。 Rigor had not set in.
身体几乎还没有冷却。 The body had hardly cooled.
没有脉搏。 No pulse.
但有些电流， 这样我就可以让她活下去。 But some electric currents, so I could have kept her alive.
但你没有。 But you didn't.
我对生活一无所知 她已经放弃了…… I knew nothing of the life she had abandoned...
除了她非常讨厌它 她选择不…… except she hated it so much that she had chosen not to be...
永远。 and forever.
她会有什么感觉…… What would she feel...
被拖动时 来自她精心选择的空白永恒…… on being dragged from her carefully chosen blank eternity...
并被迫放置 在我们人手不足的一间... and forced to be put in one of our understaffed...
设施简陋的疯人院， 感化院还是监狱？ poorly-equipped madhouses, reformatories or jails?
因为在这个基督教国家， 自杀被视为精神错乱或犯罪。 For in this Christian nation, suicide is treated as lunacy or crime.
我是谁来决定她的命运？ Who was I to decide her fate?
但就我而言，还有， 一种认可。 But then there was also, on my part, a recognition.
我所有的研究都到了这一刻。 All my research had come to this moment.
命运给我带来了一具尸体…… Fate had brought me a dead body...
还有一个活生生的婴儿。 and a live infant.
这是显而易见的。 It was obvious.
它是？ It was?
把婴儿的大脑取出来... Take the infant's brain out...
并将它放在成熟的女人体内， 让她复活，然后观看。 and put it in the full-grown woman, reanimate her, and watch.
耶稣！ Jesus!
她知道？ She knows?
不。 No.
她是谁？ Who was she?
不知道。 No idea.
但你愿意 世界上没有贝拉？ But would you rather the world did not have Bella?
普里姆太太？ Mrs. Prim?
贝拉在她想要的时候发现快乐。 Bella discover happy when she want.
你是一张臭脸，但我会修复你。 You are a sour face, but I fix you.
闭上眼睛。 Close eyes.
- 不！ - 等等。这需要一点时间。 - No! - Just wait. It takes a moment.
她抢走了我的生意。 She grabbed my hairy business.
她病了！ She's sick!
贝拉。 Bella.
贝拉发现了一些我必须分享的东西。 Bella have discover something I must share.
手表。 Watch.
- 如果把黄瓜放进我体内会怎样？ - 不。 - What if put cucumber in me? - No.
贝拉！贝拉！ Bella! Bella!
立即停止工作。 Cease working yourself immediately.
什么？ What?
在上流社会，人们并没有这么做。 In polite society, that is not done.
只是不这样做。 Just do not.
那是什么？ What... is that?
我父亲拿出 我的催酸腺和幽门腺... My father took out my oxyntic and pyloric glands...
所以我必须自己制作胃液。 so I must make my own gastric juices.
看在上帝的份上，他为什么要这么做？ Why in God's name would he do that?
去发现无人知晓的事情。 To discover what no one knew.
事实证明我们需要它们。理想情况下。 Turns out we need them. Ideally.
贝拉…… Bella...
你还没吃过。 you have not eaten.
不要。 Do not.
晚安。 Good night.
'夜晚。 'Night.
你知道，我其实 麦克斯，有点浪漫。 You know, I'm actually something of a romantic, Max.
什么？ What?
我相信我看到了你和贝拉之间的爱情。 I believe I see love between you and Bella.
我……她是…… I... She is...
也许你应该娶她。 Perhaps you should marry her.
什么？ What?
我想她爱你。 I think she loves you.
我见过人们互相看着对方 带着爱... I've seen people look at each other with love...
作为观察者。 as an observer.
当然不是主题。我看到了。 Not the subject, of course. I see it.
你知道吗？ You do?
我... I...
我对她确实有感情。 I do have feelings for her.
那么，你愿意吗？ So, you would?
带贝拉出去。 Take Bella out.
贝拉…… Bella...
我... I...
觉得好笑吗？ Feel funny?
做贝拉吧 Do Bella.
我想知道... I was wondering...
如果也许你正在抚养她 成为你的情妇。 if perhaps you were raising her to be your mistress.
我知道，这是一个不值得我的黑暗想法。 A dark thought unworthy of me, I know.
那么，你不跟她上床了吗？ So, you are not laying with her?
精子射精只能诱发 我体内的稳态... Spermatic ejaculation can only induce homeostasis in me...
如果伴有长时间的刺激 高级神经中枢... if accompanied by prolonged stimulation of higher nerve centers...
对无导管腺体的压力 改变我血液的化学成分... whose pressure on the ductless glands changes the chemistry of my blood...
不是几分钟的痉挛…… not for a few spasmodic minutes...
但很多天了。 but for many days.
什么？ What?
我是太监，不能操她。 I am a eunuch and can't fuck her.
为了让我的身体产生性反应...... To get a sexual response from my body...
会消耗相同的电量 就像北伦敦一样。 would take the same amount of electricity as runs North London.
另外，我的父爱之情…… Besides, my paternal feelings...
似乎超过了我的性想法。 seem to outweigh my sexual thoughts.
我为自己的阴暗想法道歉。 I apologize for my own dark thoughts.
一点也不黑。 Not dark at all.
男人的，确实是所有性的， 基本上是不道德的。 Men's, indeed all sexuality, is basically immoral.
不是全部，先生。 Not all, sir.
你想不想娶她？ Do you wish to marry her or not?
我想嫁给你。做我的妻子吧。 I wish to marry you. Be my wife.
让我们触摸彼此的生殖器。 Let us touch each other's genital pieces.
不，不。 No. No.
我不想利用你。 I do not wish to take advantage of you.
你很特别。 You are special.
当我们结婚的时候。 When we are wed.
一个条件。 One condition.
她一定也渴望它，我明白。 She must desire it also, I understand.
那么有两个条件。 Two conditions, then.
你说的那个... That one you said...
你必须永远和我住在这里。 and you must live here with me, always.
我将起草一份法律协议。 I will have a legal agreement drawn up.
奇怪的合同。 Curious contract.
有几个拼写错误。 There are several spelling errors.
与其法律约束力无关， 我向你们保证。 Immaterial to the legal bindingness of it, I assure you.
一定是个十足的女人 保证这种约束力。 Must be quite a woman to warrant such binding.
如果你能原谅我的话 我需要使用这些设施。 If you'll excuse me, I need to use the facilities.
你五岁了吗 你不能控制你的水吗？ Are you five years old that you can't hold your water?
先生，膀胱无力。 就像我之前的父亲和他之前的父亲一样。 Weak bladder, sir. Like my father before me and his before him.
您可能患有前列腺癌。了解更多。 You may have prostate cancer. Look into it.
会做。 Will do.
贝拉·巴克斯特女士，根据你们的合同， 毫无疑问。 Ms. Bella Baxter, as per your contract, no doubt.
下午好，来访的人。 Good afternoon, visiting man.
想要我的帽子吗？ Want my hat?
它适合我吗？ Would it suit me?
是的。 Yes.
这是愚蠢的好事。 It is foolish good.
我必须要见见这个女人... I had to meet this woman...
谁会激发这样的婚姻契约 这囚禁了她。 who would inspire such a contract of marriage that imprisons her.
你是什么意思？ What you mean?
你将住在这里... You shall live here...
与马克斯·麦坎德尔斯先生一起旅行 还有国外的巴克斯特... travel with Mr. Max McCandles and Baxter abroad...
但不去城里。 but not go forth in the city.
我懂了。 I see.
他们紧紧地爱着我。 They love me tight.
我明白为什么。 I understand why.
我得掐你一下，看看你是不是真的。 I have to pinch you, to see if you are real.
你不会... You will not...
你是谁？ Who is you?
邓肯·韦德伯恩先生。 Mr. Duncan Wedderburn.
打开。 Open.
你怎么爬到这里来了？ How you get up here?
我爬。 I climbed.
你监视我很久了？ You were watch me long?
不久。 Not long.
你没有看到我为自己努力 去获得幸福，你有吗？ You did not see me working on myself to get happiness, did you?
我知道这不是礼貌。 It is not polites, I know.
不关心上流社会。 Do not care for polite society.
真他妈无聊。 It's fucking boring.
摧毁一个人的灵魂。 Destroys one's soul.
上帝不相信灵魂。 God not believe in soul.
我认为上帝才是真正的作者 的灵魂观念。 I think God's the actual author of the soul idea.
戈德温·巴克斯特？ Godwin Baxter?
那只被烧死的狗。 That burnt dog.
那是什么故事？ What is that story?
你是一名囚犯，我的目标是释放你。 You are a prisoner and I aim to free you.
你内在的某些东西，一些饥饿的存在...... Something in you, some hungry being...
渴望体验、自由、触摸。 hungry for experience, freedom, touch.
看到未知并认识它。 To see the unknown and know it.
那么，你问我为什么在这里？ So, why am I here, you ask?
我周五要去里斯本。 我希望你能来。 I'm going to Lisbon on Friday. I'd like you to come.
葡萄牙里斯本？ Lisbon of Portugal?
这就是我所说的里斯本。 That is the Lisbon I speak of.
上帝绝对不允许。 God never allow it.
这就是为什么我不问他。 That's why I'm not asking him.
我在问你。 I'm asking you.
我想贝拉和你在一起并不安全。 Bella not safe with you, I think.
你绝对……不是。 You are absolutely... not.
亲爱的上帝，可以给我一段宝贵的时间吗？ May I have a moment of value time, dear God?
当然，贝拉。 Of course, Bella.
我想告诉你一个大消息。 I wanted to tell you big news.
贝拉兴奋得头晕。 Bella is dizzy with excite.
它是什么？ What is it?
今晚，半夜…… Tonight, at midnight...
我偷偷逃跑 和邓肯·韦德伯恩之一。 I secretly run away with one Duncan Wedderburn.
什么？ What?
你会想阻止我。 You will wish to stop me.
我会阻止你的。 I shall stop you.
你把贝拉抱得太紧了。 You hold Bella too tight.
我必须出发进入水域。 I must set forth into waters.
我们可以旅行。 We can travel.
你、我和麦克斯， 我会提醒你... You, me, and Max whom, I will remind you...
你已经订婚了。 you are betrothed to.
我要嫁给麦克斯... I will marry Max...
因为他似乎适合这样做...... as he seems right for that...
但首先我要冒险 关于邓肯韦德伯恩... but first, I shall adventure on Duncan Wedderburn...
我想，谁不在乎我受到的伤害…… who, I think, cares little of damage to me...
但也会很有趣。 but will be interesting as well.
我不能让你走。 I can't let you go.
吻我并带我出去。 Kiss me and set me forth.
如果你不... If you do not...
贝拉的内心将会因仇恨而腐烂。 Bella's insides shall turn rotten with hate.
- 恨？ - 恨。 - Hate? - Hate.
打开那些袋子，波丽姆。 Unpack those bags, Prim.
戈德温已经告诉我你的计划了。 Godwin has told me your plan.
我不怪你，贝拉。 I do not blame you, Bella.
那个人是个无赖和浪子。 That man is a cad and a rake.
他有阴险的手段 惹恼一个天真的女人。 He has insidious ways of getting under a naive woman's skin.
主要是他的眼睛看着我。 It is mostly his eyes on mine.
当他的手放在贝拉的双腿之间时...... And his hands when between Bella's legs...
并低声说出我听不见的话语…… and whisper words I can't hear...
但我的身体却发热。 but heat in my body.
天哪，贝拉。 Jesus, Bella.
我们订婚了。 We are engaged.
我爱你。 I love you.
等我回来了，我们就结婚了…… And when I return, we marriage...
并像树枝上的两只鸽子一样快乐。 and be happy as two doves on a branch.
- 你认为我需要旅行帽吗？ - 不！ - You think I need travel hat? - No!
这是不行的。 This will not do.
这不可以！ It cannot!
我会亲自去看看这个人。 I'll see to this man myself.
我要打他帅气的脸 变成血和骨头的粥！ I will beat his handsome face into a porridge of blood and bones!
麦克斯，你脸红了…… Max, you are flushed...
我也看到了不同的麦克斯。 and I am too at sight of different Max.
我道歉... I apologize...
但我不会让一个我认识的人 他心里除了恶意，什么都没有…… but I will not let a man that I know has nothing but ill intent in his mind...
他心里对你没有什么欺骗你的。 and nothing for you in his heart trick you.
我要打碎他的头。 I will smash his fucking head in.
贝拉？它... Bella? It...
贝拉。 Bella.
再见，稍后的鸽子。 Goodbye, later dove.
伟大的冒险之后我会见到你。 I will see you after grand adventure.
上帝？ God?
她走了。 She's gone.
我早餐吃波特酒。 I am having port for breakfast.
真是奇怪的美味。 It is strangely delicious.
你为什么不阻止她？ Why did you not stop her?
她是一个有自由意志的人。 She is a being of free will.
她现在就在外面。独自的。 She's now out there. Alone.
她会没事的。 She will be fine.
我是一个傻瓜。我应该阻止她的。 I'm a fool. I should have stopped her.
我们是科学人。 We are men of science.
这种情绪化是不恰当的。 This emotionality is unseemly.
我只希望她一切都好。 I just hope she's all right.
你是最美丽的女人 我见过的。 You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen.
我不会说谎，我和很多人在一起过。 I will not lie, I have been with many.
普里姆夫人说你是狼 你身上有百女人香。 Mrs. Prim said you were wolf with scent of hundred women on you.
她低估了它。 She undersells it.
好的。生蚝。 Okay. Oysters.
你以前吃过吗？ Have you had them before?
我没有。 I have not.
去壳、卡盘和泡沫。 Shuck, chuck and bubble.
欢闹。 Rollicking.
等待。贝拉。 Wait. Bella.
所以，尼姑和僧人会 用蛋白给他们的衣服上浆... So, nuns and monks would starch their clothes with egg whites...
然后，用蛋黄制作这些馅饼。 and, with the yolks, make these tarts.
现在，怎么吃它们呢？ Now, how to eat them?
我会通过嘴巴猜测。 I will guess through the mouth.
它们一定不能被吃掉 一片片精致的片片，一片片片片精致的片片…… They must not be eaten dainty flake by dainty flake...
但却充满热情地吸入，就像生命本身一样。 but inhaled with gusto, like life itself.
极好的。 Incredible.
这些是谁做的？ 我们需要更多。 Who made these? We need more.
不再。一个就够了 再多就太多了。 No more. One's enough. Any more is too much.
午睡时间到了。 It's siesta time.
什么是午睡？ What is siesta?
为什么人们不这样做... Why do people not just do this...
每时每刻？ all the time?
好吧，冒着不谦虚的风险...... Well, at the risk of being immodest...
你刚刚被操了三次 最好的。 you've just been thrice fucked by the very best.
很可能没有其他男人 永远会给你带来我所拥有的狂喜。 It's probable no other man would ever bring you to the raptures I have.
我为你感到伤心。 I feel bad for you.
好吧，那就只有你了 我疯狂地跳跃着。 Well, then it will just be you I do furious jumping with.
狂暴跳跃？ Furious jumping?
我喜欢那个。 I love that.
我休息了。 I'm rested.
让我们再出发吧。 Let us go again.
再次？ Again?
很遗憾... Unfortunately...
即使我也有我的极限。 even I have my limits.
男人不能总是回来索取更多。 Men cannot keep coming back for more.
这是生理问题吗？ It is a physiological problem?
男人的弱点？ A weakness in men?
出色地... Well...
也许是这样。 Perhaps so.
建议您， 如果还不算太晚的话... You'd be advised, if it's not too late...
不要爱上我。 not to fall in love with me.
我能提供的东西很少... I have very little to offer...
以恒常之道。 in the way of constancy.
只是冒险。 Just adventure.
我懂了。 I see.
让我们睡觉吧。 Let us sleep.
出租车，女士？ Taxi, madam?
晚上好... Good evening...
邓肯·韦德伯恩。 Duncan Wedderburn.
贝拉，你在哪儿？你消失了。 Bella, where were you? You disappeared.
我没有。 I did not.
没有人可以凭空消失。 Nobody can just disappear.
什么？ What?
他们可以吗？消失？ Can they? Disappear?
不，当然不。 你他妈在说什么…… No, of course not. What the fuck are you talking...
当时你在哪里？ Where were you?
我想要一个蛋挞 然后一次冒险降临到我身上。 I wanted a tart and then an adventure befell me.
我不知道如何返回 然后我听到了。 I did not know how to return and then I heard it.
电车。 The tram.
我将走到噪音处，然后我找到了它。 I will walk to the noise, and I found it.
让贝拉惊讶不已。 Amazement to Bella.
我体内流淌着探险家的血液。 Explorer bloods in me.
贝拉，不带我出去很危险。 Bella, it's dangerous to go out without me.
我已经冒险过了 除了糖和暴力什么也没找到。 I have adventured it and found nothing but sugar and violence.
这是最迷人的。 It is most charming.
我没事。 I am fine.
现在，我必须躺下，你也必须躺下 在我上面并进行更猛烈的跳跃。 Now, I must lie down and you must lie down on top of me and do more furious jumping.
猫咪。 Kitty.
你看过王尔德在伦敦的新剧吗？ Did you see the new show in London by Wilde?
非常机智。 Marvelously witty.
我爱它。 I loved it.
“一个手提包。” "A handbag."
贝拉。 Bella.
什么？ What?
如果它令人反感，为什么我要把它留在嘴里？ Why I keep it in my mouth if it is revolting?
我之前曾对杰拉德说过这句话。 I have said that before to Gerald.
如果你明白我的意思。 If you catch my drift.
你是邪恶的。 You are wicked.
哦。因为你指的是他的阴茎。 Oh. Because you mean his penis.
邓肯的有时会很咸。 Duncan's can sometimes be salty.
天啊，贝拉。 Good God, Bella.
我必须去打那孩子。 I must go punch that baby.
贝拉。 Bella.
你的行为是不合情理的。 Your behavior is unconscionable.
你会表现得好吗？ Will you behave?
食物卡住了我的喉咙…… The food was cacking my throat...
宝宝烦人... the baby annoying...
女人的言语令人厌烦。 and the woman boring with words.
你将重新加入餐桌...... You will rejoin the table...
并且会限制自己 对于以下三个短语... and will confine yourself to the following three phrases...
“太棒了！”、“高兴极了”…… "How marvelous!", "Delighted"...
以及“他们是怎么把糕点做得这么脆的？” 是的？ and "How did they make the pastry so crisp?" Yes?
你伤害了贝拉。 You are hurting Bella.
对不起。 Sorry.
理性无法渗透。 Reason does not penetrate.
让我们去。 Let us go.
贝拉，你喜欢里斯本吗？ Are you enjoying Lisbon, Bella?
高兴极了。 Delighted.
凯蒂，你亲爱的爸爸怎么样？ Kitty, how is your dear father?
他身体很不好。 He's very unwell.
我担心他今年都看不到了。 I fear he will not see the year out.
多么奇妙啊。 How marvelous.
他们是怎么把糕点做得这么脆的？ How did they get the pastry so crisp?
天哪。 Good God.
它是什么？ What is it?
从她。 From her.
“我很好。里斯本。 "Me good. Lisbon.
“糖挞舔我一整天。” "Sugar tart lick me all day."
至少我希望 无论如何，这就是一句话。 At least I hope that's all one sentence, anyway.
- 你认为他们是... - 他妈的？ - Do you think they're... - Fucking?
是的。 Yes.
还... Also...
砍伐一辆电车。 fellating a tram.
邓肯·韦德伯恩，你的头也疼吗？ Does your head ache too, Duncan Wedderburn?
而且我也饿了，想吃晚饭了。 And I also am starving for dinner.
你他妈的在哪儿？ Where the fuck were you?
维多利亚·布莱辛顿？ Victoria Blessington?
我已经好几年没见到你了。 I haven't seen you for years.
而你还没有... And you still have not...
因为我是贝拉·巴克斯特…… as I am Bella Baxter...
奇怪的羽毛女士。 strange feathered lady.
我道歉。我可以发誓你就是她。 I apologize. I could've sworn you were she.
正确的。 Right.
我们可以？ Shall we?
牛排、鱼…… The steak, the fish...
罐子里的小焦糖东西... little caramel things in pots...
那边的老斑点人都有。 that old spotted people over there have.
我不想在罐子里放焦糖。 I don't want caramel in pots.
当然不是。这就是贝拉的全部了。 Of course not. That was all for Bella.
随心所欲地订购。 Order at your whim.
你很生气 在贝拉的郊游和冒险中。 You are cross at Bella's outings and adventures.
然而我们必须突发奇想地发现...... And yet we must discover by whim...
正如邓肯·韦德伯恩所说 致贝拉·巴克斯特…… as spoken by Duncan Wedderburn to Bella Baxter...
里斯本恋情的一天。 day one of Lisbon love affair.
触摸。 Touché.
了解我从未活过 在神的殿外。 Understand me never lived outside God's house.
什么？ What?
所以，贝拉有太多的发现...... So, Bella so much to discover...
还有你悲伤的脸... and your sad face...
让我发现对你有愤怒的感觉。 makes me discover angry feelings for you.
正确的。 Right.
我变成了我最讨厌的人…… I have become the very thing I hate...
一个贪得无厌的情人魅魔。 a grasping succubus of a lover.
我已经从我身上撬走了很多人 现在我就是了。 I've pried many of them off me and now I'm it.
他妈的！ Fuck!
你和我一样，都是自由的生物 在那些时刻。 You, like me, are a creature of freedom in the moments.
你一直这样做是为了什么？ What do you keep doing that for?
那边有个男人不断地对我眨眼。 A man over there repeated blinks at me.
我眨了眨眼。 I blink back.
我认为是出于礼貌。 For polites, I think.
我们要去城里跳舞。 请加入我们。 We are going to dance in town. Please join us.
我从来没有在城里跳舞过。 I have never danced in town.
- 邓肯！ - 不能！ - Duncan! - Can't!
你真是太生气了。 You're quite mad.
别说话了 因为你的声音让贝拉生气了！ Stop talking as your sounds make Bella angry!
我不会停止说话。 I will not stop talking.
如果我有话要说，我会... If I have something to say I'll...
哎哟。 Ouch.
好的。 All right.
这是什么？ What's this?
一个人教我下棋... A man was teaching me chess...
他说他认为我可能会 他接触过的最柔软的皮肤。 and he said he thought I would probably have the softest skin he had ever touched.
我说，如果我这么做的话 大腿内侧要测试... And I said, if I did it would be the inner thighs to test...
因为那是表皮的地方 是最好的。 as that is where the epidermis is at its most fine.
所以我们测试了... So we tested...
这是有史以来最柔软的。 and it was the softest ever.
我想知道也许 他们的温柔程度并不相同。 I wondered if perhaps they're not equal in softitude.
事实上他们不是。 Indeed they were not.
所以我一定要记下来， 记住哪个是哪个。 So I made sure to note it, remembering which was which.
舌头游戏有什么 你要表演吗？ What of the tongue play you were about to perform?
这不是发生了吗？ Is that not happening?
你... You...
你很烦恼。 You are troubled.
他对你撒谎了吗？ Did he lie with you?
不，我们是靠墙了。 No, we were against a wall.
你有没有生气地跳他？ Did you furious jump him?
不，他只是快速舔了我的阴蒂。 No, he just fast-licked my clitoris.
我有需要释放的热量， 所以根据我的要求。 I had the heat that needed release, so at my request it was.
你也可以用舌头来玩我…… You, too, may tongue play me...
所以我不明白 这种复杂的感觉。 so I'm not understanding this complicated feeling.
你现在在哭吗？ Are you now crying?
你是一个多么令人困惑的人 邓肯·韦德伯恩。 What a confusing person you are, Duncan Wedderburn.
一个肝脏。 A liver.
一个小切口... A small incision...
这就是所需要的一切。 is all that is needed.
整个早上我都是氯仿山羊。 I was chloroforming goats all morning.
我可能摄入太多了。 I may have ingested too much.
我冒昧地提出建议 贝拉的缺席让你感到不安。 I am going to venture to suggest you are upset by Bella's absence.
波特酒的升数... The liters of port...
我晚上听到的抽泣声。 the sobbing I hear at night.
天哪，伙计！你像个白痴一样胡言乱语。 Good God, man! You prattle like an imbecile.
她走了！ She is gone!
我是一个科学人。 I am a man of science.
我只需要参与， 并继续该项目。 I just need to engage in, and continue, the project.
就这些。 我必须继续下一件事。 That is all. I must go on to the next thing.
我们的感情必须放在一边。 Our feelings must be put aside.
你认为我的父亲 可以给我打上烙印... Do you think my father could have branded me...
用热熨斗熨烫生殖器 他这样做的方式... with hot irons on the genitals the way he did...
如果他不能把 科学和进步一？ if he could not put science and progress first?
给你打上烙印了吗？ Branded you?
让我们找到一具尸体。 Let us find a body.
一个什么？ A what?
你好。早上好。 Hello. Good morning.
早上好，亲爱的。 Good morning, darling.
我一直不太支持 你的冒险精神。 I haven't been very supportive of your adventurous spirit.
所以我要给你一个惊喜。 So I have a surprise for you.
进来。 Get in.
- 我们换酒店了？ - 看看窗外，贝拉。 - We changed hotels? - Look out the window, Bella.
- 我们在船上？ - 的确。 - We're on boat? - Indeed.
- 你的目标是把贝拉困在海上。 - 我的目标是给你一个新的冒险。 - You aim to trap Bella at sea. - I aim to give you a new adventure.
我想这是真的，你会更容易找到。 I suppose it's true you'll be easier to find.
来吧，脱掉我的衣服。 Come, disrobe me.
骑我吧 Ride me.
然后我们将在前甲板上喝鸡尾酒。 And we'll then have cocktails on foredeck.
贝拉。 Bella.
贝拉！ Bella!
蓝色的。蓝色的。蓝色的。 Blue. Blue. Blue.
骂我？ Shit on me?
笨蛋！ Fucker!
女士。 Madam.
我们什么时候停下来？ When do we stop?
雅典。三天。 Athens. Three days.
那个女人火了，你看。 That woman's on fire, look.
我知道你对我很生气。 I know you're upset with me.
原谅我绑架了你 但这是为了爱情。 Forgive my kidnapping of you, but it was for love.
浪漫的笑话。 别这么小气。 A romantic jape. Don't be such a cunt about it.
- 我想喝一杯。 - 当然，亲爱的。 - I want a drink. - Of course, my darling.
这艘船很有趣，有一个值得探索的世界。 The ship is fun, a whole world to explore.
你爱我吗？我爱你。 Do you love me? I love you.
描述我应该寻找的元素 我自己内心是肯定的。 Describe the elements I should be looking for within myself to be sure.
你只是感觉到或感觉不到。 You just feel it or not.
因此，正如上帝所说，这不是证据基础。 So it is no evidence base, as God would say.
- 那么如何凭经验判断呢？ - 你他妈的在说什么？ - So how judge it empirically? - What the fuck are you talking about?
你是谁？ Who are you?
你不知道香蕉是什么 你一定没听说过国际象棋... You don't know what bananas are, you've never heard of chess...
但你知道“经验”是什么意思。 and yet you know what "empirically" means.
贝拉想要喝一杯。我现在说了两次。 Bella wants a drink. I said twice now.
我从未有过这样的感觉。 I've never felt anything like this.
这对你来说是真的吗？ Is this true for you?
我想，从经验上来说确实如此。 I suppose, empirically it is.
我的墨水没了。 I'm out of ink.
那么你就拥有墨水了，我的爱人。 Then ink you shall have, my love.
你好，有趣的老太太。 Hello, interesting older lady.
我必须摸摸你的头发。 I must touch your hair.
我还注意到你的头发。 I also noticed your hair.
就像半透明发光鸡蛋上的丝绸一样。 Just like silk on a translucent, glowing egg.
这是一些奇特的词，不知何故让我兴奋。 That is fancy words that excite me somehow.
我看到你和帅哥在一起了 I saw you're with handsome over there.
洁白的牙齿和坚硬的鸡巴。 White teeth and a hard cock.
邓肯·韦德伯恩。 Duncan Wedderburn.
他的牙齿也很硬。 他的阴茎也是白色的。 His teeth are also hard. His penis is also white.
- 好的，我希望。 - 他是我唯一的。 - Good lay, I hope. - He is my only.
但我发现他能激发出非凡的 感觉遍布我的全身…… But I find him to elicit exceptional sensations throughout my whole body...
这让我高兴地大喊。 that leave me yelping happily.
我也想击碎他的身体、形态、尸体， 进入大海。 I also wish to dash his body, form, cadaver, into the sea.
这个男人跳到你身上了吗？ Is this man jumping on your body?
他不是。 No, he is not.
我已经20年没有上床睡觉了。 I haven't been bedded in 20 years.
什么？ What?
太糟糕了。 That is terrible.
这对我来说并不重要。 It doesn't concern me greatly.
随着岁月的流逝... As years have passed...
我的耳朵之间有什么 是我最关心的问题。 what's in between my ears is my big concern.
我的两腿之间有什么... What's in between my legs...
更不如此。 much less so.
绝望的合理化，玛莎。 A desperate rationalization, Martha.
哦，这是哈利·阿斯特利。 Oh, this is Harry Astley.
别太把他的话放在心上。 Don't take what he says too much to heart.
他是个愤世嫉俗的人。 He's a cynic.
女士。 Madam.
我是贝拉·巴克斯特。 I am Bella Baxter.
我不知道这个“愤世嫉俗”是什么。 I do not know what this "cynic" is.
贝拉。 Bella.
墨水。 Ink.
邓肯·韦德伯恩， 我结交了朋友、同事、同志。 Duncan Wedderburn, I have made friends, colleagues, comrades.
哈里·阿斯特利。 Harry Astley.
这是玛莎。 This is Martha.
她是我还没被操过的新朋友 20年后。 She is my new friend who has not been fucked in 20 years.
这难道不是惊讶吗？ Is that not astonishment?
我希望你把手放在两腿之间 让自己保持快乐。 I hope you use your hand between your legs to keep yourself happy.
天哪，贝拉， 你不能这样说话。 Good God, Bella, you cannot speak like this.
社会的有礼貌的人。我忘了。 Polites of society. I forgot.
文明社会... Polite society...
会毁了你。 will destroy you.
- 它会？ - 是的，这有一定道理。 - It will? - Yeah, there's some truth to that.
我们都同意这一点。 We all agreed on that.
至于你向我提出的询问。 As to your enquiry on my hand.
偶尔，是的。 Occasionally, yes.
这是一个非常令人放心的消息。 That is much reassuring news.
- 我们大家一起吃饭。 - 实际上... - We shall all dine together. - Well, actually...
我们都在船上，无法逃脱…… We are all on a ship and cannot escape...
还有一个可以享受的世界， 绕行，绕行。 and there is a world to enjoy, traverse, circumnavigate.
或者她就不能有朋友吗，韦德伯恩先生？ Or can she not have friends, Mr. Wedderburn?
高兴极了。 Delighted.
嫁给我吧。 Marry me.
什么？ What?
我本想把你扔到一边的。 I meant to throw you aside.
几个月后送你打包， 但是我不能。 A few months and send you packing, but I cannot.
说你要嫁给我。 从来没有人俘获我的心。你有。 Say you'll marry me. No one's ever captured my heart. You have.
这很棘手... It is tricky...
因为我与马克斯·麦坎德尔斯先生订婚了。 as I am engaged to Mr. Max McCandles.
什么？ What?
我的手被另一只手握住了。 My hand has taken by another.
我听过一句话， 但不明白。 It is a saying I heard, but did not understand.
你不只握住手， 但所有的，你不是吗？ You do not take just the hand, but all, do you not?
你带着我逃离了他。 You ran away with me from him.
事件的重述， 我无法理解其中的意义。 A recounting of events, the point of which is elusive to me.
你选择了我而不是他。 You chose me over him.
目前。 For now.
为了娱乐。 For fun.
我他妈的会把你扔到海里去！ I'll fucking throw you overboard!
所以你想娶我还是杀我？ So you wish to marry me or kill me?
- 这是提案吗？ - 不。 - Is that the proposal? - No.
去赌场。 Going to the casino.
没关系。 That's fine.
她也跟着来了。 She is coming along.
让我们再试一次。 Let's try again.
粗大运动技能会慢慢发展...... Gross motor skills will develop slowly...
但你会进步很快。 but you will progress fast.
费莉西蒂。 Felicity.
没那么快。 Not that fast.
我正在读爱默生。 I am reading Emerson.
他谈到了人类的进步。 He speaks about the improvement of men.
我不知道为什么 他不给女性建议。 I do not know why he does not give advice to women.
也许他什么也不知道。 Perhaps he does not know any.
尝试阅读歌德。 Try and read Goethe.
哲学是浪费时间，贝拉。 Philosophy is a waste of time, Bella.
真的吗？说多一点。 Really? Say more.
不，不，哈利，你这个坏蛋。 No, no, Harry, you wretch.
它是不可或缺的。 It is integral.
人和社会都可以得到改善。 People and society can be improved.
提高是所有人的目标 前进、进步、成长。 It is the goal of all to improve, advance, progress, grow.
我知道我内心有这一点， 我确信我代表了一切。 I know this in me, and I am sure I am indicative of all.
相信我，你绝对是独一无二的，贝拉， 在所有方面。 Trust me, you are definitely unique, Bella, in all ways.
但这种通过哲学的改进...... But this improvement through philosophy...
人们是否试图逃避事实 我们都是残忍的野兽。 is people trying to run away from the fact that we are all cruel beasts.
那样出生，那样死去。 Born that way, die that way.
这是一种阴暗的看法，哈利。 It is a dark view of things, Harry.
贝拉…… Bella...
让我们呼吸空气... let us take the air...
在我们的小屋里。 in our cabin.
但这两人却在打架…… But these two are fighting...
各种想法不断涌现 在贝拉的脑海里和心里…… and ideas are banging around in Bella's head and heart...
就像暴风雨中的灯光。 like lights in a storm.
你现在总是在读书，贝拉。 You're always reading now, Bella.
你正在失去一些可爱的方式 说话的。 You're losing some of your adorable way of speaking.
我是一场变幻的盛宴…… I am a changingable feast...
我们所有人也是如此。 as are all of we.
显然，根据爱默生的说法， 哈利不同意。 Apparently according to Emerson, disagreed with by Harry.
来来。来吧。 Come, come. Just come.
你在我的阳光下。 You are in my sun.
什么？ What?
来。 Come.
忙着喝酒。 Busy drinking heavily.
忙着损失惨重。 Busy losing heavily.
我必须去见玛莎。 I must go meet Martha.
玛莎。 Martha.
她就是问题所在。 She is the problem.
我会把它扔掉 船上一袋散发着香味的肉。 I'll throw that perfumed bag of flesh overboard.
我赌你。 I dare you.
玛莎！ Martha!
她在哪？ Where is she?
你在哪儿，他妈的。 Where are you, fuck.
她在哪？ Where is she?
- 你要去哪里？ - 她要翻到一边了。 - Where are you going? - She's going over the side.
哦，太棒了！ Oh, marvelous!
我从没想过自己会被谋杀。 I never imagined being murdered.
多么戏剧化啊。 How dramatic.
嗯，看来她死的很开心。 很抱歉妨碍你了。 Well, she seems happy to die. I'm sorry for getting in your way.
令人兴奋。 Exciting.
我会在酒吧里。 I'll be in the bar.
你让我思考、思考…… You have made me think, cogitate...
反复思考错误的想法... perambulate on ideas that are wrong...
错误且无意义的烦人... erroneous and nonsensically annoying...
这导致我无法入睡。 that lead me not to sleep.
所以... So...
你说一切都是残酷的。 You say all are cruel.
我不同意，否认... And I disagree, disavow...
并说不。 and say no not.
但当和邓肯在一起时... But when with Duncan...
残酷的事情在我心里冒泡。 the cruel just bubbles up in me.
这表明了良好的判断力。 That shows good judgment.
他是个漂亮的白痴。 He is a pretty moron.
不。 No.
我不想变得残忍。 I do not wish to be cruel.
我必须提高自己的这一方面。 I must improve this aspect of myself.
你不了解这个世界。 You don't know the world.
你害怕它。 And you fear it.
我不害怕它。 I do not fear it.
你想看看世界是什么样的吗 真的很像吗？ Do you want to see what the world is really like?
我会给你看。 I'll show you.
是的。 Yes.
当然。 Of course.
你听到了吗？ Do you hear that?
它是什么？ What is it?
很多死去的婴儿。 Lot of dead babies.
一定很热。 Must be hot.
我们必须去帮助他们。 We must go help them.
我们将如何做到这一点？ How will we do that?
我们去那里... We go down there...
他们会理所当然地绳索我们， 抢劫我们，强奸我们。 they'll quite rightfully rope us, rob us, and rape us.
如果他们在这里 我们在那里... And if they were here and we were there...
我们也会对他们做同样的事情。 we'd do the same to them.
贝拉。 Bella.
我们要离开了，女士。 We are casting off, ma'am.
但我必须回去。 But I have to go back.
我必须给这笔钱 给酒店附近的穷人... I must give this money to the poor near the hotel...
在他们所谓的贫民窟里。 in what they call a slum.
我们留在岸上，女士。 We're staying ashore, ma'am.
我们可以为您解决这个问题。 We could take care of that for you.
你可以？ You can?
当然。 Of course.
你真慷慨。 It is generous of you.
他们需要钱。 They need money.
每个人都这样做。 Everyone does.
谢谢。 Thank you.
你！给我找队长吧 现在我们要找到这个该死的小偷。 You! Get me the captain. Now we'll find this fucking thief.
贝拉！ Bella!
我们被抢劫了！ We've been robbed!
我赢了。 I won.
我赢得了一切... I won everything...
前所未有。 like never before.
现在它消失了。 And now it's gone.
你没有被抢劫。 You've not been robbed.
- 我拿了。 - 为了什么？ - I took it. - For what?
我拿了。 I took it.
我好累。 I'm so tired.
或者也许只是我的精神。 Or maybe just my spirit is.
我的灵魂已经被扭曲、扭曲了…… My soul has been buckled, crumpled...
扁平化，邓肯·韦德伯恩…… flattened, Duncan Wedderburn...
就我所见过的景点而言。 by the sights I have seen.
- 那么，那么就不需要船长了，长官？ - 在我打碎你所有的牙齿之前滚开。 - So, no need for the captain then, sir? - Fuck off before I break all your teeth.
确实如此，先生。 Indeed, sir.
它在哪里？ Where is it?
为了安全你把它藏起来了。 You hid it for safety.
我喝醉了，愚蠢地把它丢得到处都是。 终于解脱了。 I was drunk and foolishly left it everywhere. What a relief.
我没有隐藏它。 I did not hide it.
我把它给了那里的那些穷人。 I gave it to those poor people out there.
金钱本身就是一种疾病…… Money is its own form of sickness...
以及它的所有稀缺性。 and all the scarcity of it.
而我是谁... And who am I...
躺在羽毛床上…… lying in a feather bed...
当死去的婴儿... while dead babies...
躺在沟里？ lie in a ditch?
邓肯. Duncan.
你什么？ You what?
我期待着一个安慰的拥抱。 I am expecting a hug of solace.
你... You...
我需要提供一些东西 致全世界。 I need to offer something to the world.
而我却一无所有。 And yet I have nothing.
除了一些钱。 Except some money.
对于贝拉·巴克斯特来说，这是糟糕的一天。 It is a bad day for Bella Baxter.
我他妈的钱在哪儿？ Where is my fucking money?
我刚刚告诉过你了。 I just told you.
我把它送给了穷人。 I gave it away to the poor.
我以为我叫你滚开！ I thought I told you to fuck off!
管家通知我... The steward informs me...
您可能没有足够的资金 为了还清你的账，先生。 that you may not have sufficient funds to make good your account, sir.
- 嗯，我... - 这可能是真的。 - Well, I... - That is probably true.
我把一切都给了一些好人... I gave it all to some nice men...
传递... to pass on...
给贫民窟的穷人。 to the slum poor.
你将在下一个港口被送上岸... You'll be put ashore at the next port...
并仅限于船员的口粮 直到那时，先生。 and confined to crew's rations until then, sir.
- 晚上好。 - 你怎么敢？ - Good evening. - How dare you?
“死了，瞎眼的婴儿...... "Dead, blind babies...
”哈利咬了一口。 "bit Harry.
“我的嘴巴... "My mouth...
“浑身是血。” "was full of blood."
可怜的贝拉。 Poor Bella.
她是一片废墟。 She is a ruin.
- 你的手怎么样？ - 没关系。 - How's your hand? - It's fine.
对不起。 I'm sorry.
你试图帮助我理解。 You were trying to help me understand.
不，我其实是想伤害你。 No. I actually wanted to hurt you.
不忍心看到这么傻的样子 某人的美好幸福。 Couldn't bear to see such dumb, beautiful happiness in someone.
这对我来说太残酷了。 It was cruel of me.
我不后悔。 I am not sorry.
如果我了解这个世界，我就能改善它。 If I know the world, I can improve it.
你不能。 You can't.
这才是真正的重点。 That is the real point.
不要接受宗教的谎言... Don't accept the lie of religion...
社会主义... socialism...
资本主义。 capitalism.
我们是一个该死的物种。 We are a fucked species.
知道。希望是可以粉碎的。 Know it. Hope is smashable.
现实主义则不然。 Realism is not.
用真相保护自己。 Protect yourself with the truth.
我现在知道你是什么了，哈利。 I realize what you are now, Harry.
只是一个破碎的小男孩 谁不能承受世间的痛苦。 Just a broken little boy who cannot bear the pain of the world.
我想是这样。 I suppose so.
再见，哈利。 Goodbye, Harry.
我们在马赛被甩掉了。 We get thrown off in Marseille.
你为什么留在他身边？ Why do you stay with him?
我总觉得这样会更好。 I always think it will be better.
你当然知道。 'Course you do.
我听到了伟大的事情 巴黎的美丽。 I have heard great things of the beauty of Paris.
我他妈的会把你的狗踢死。 I'll fucking kick your dog to death.
他妈的... Fucking...
巴黎没钱。 Paris with no money.
- 你建议我们做什么，贝拉？ - 我会给我们找一家旅馆。 - What do you suggest we do, Bella? - I will get us a hotel.
不用担心。 Do not worry.
什么？我们没有钱。 With what? We have no money.
这不是一个有趣的实验吗？ Is it not an interesting experiment?
我们什么都没有。 We have nothing.
- 我们现在要怎样生活？ - 我不知道！ - How will we live now? - I don't know!
没错，就是这个实验。 Exactly, that is the experiment.
我们现在是穷人。 We are now the poor.
而且，许多冒险家都面临过这些困难。 Also, many adventurers have faced these odds.
例如，鲁宾逊漂流记。 Robinson Crusoe, for example.
自私、粗心、粗心的婊子。 Selfish, thoughtless, careless bitch.
我并不是粗心大意，邓肯。 I'm not thoughtless, Duncan.
虽然我的能力确实如此...... And while it is true my ability...
把事情想清楚 逻辑结论不是... to think things through to the logical conclusions is not...
强的... strong...
我确实帮助了那些受苦受难的人们。 I did help those suffering people.
我毁了我们... I have ruined us...
正如你指出的... as you pointed out...
但我相信我的行为 来自一个好地方。 but I do believe my actions come from a good place.
他妈的闭嘴。 Shut the fuck up.
我会给我们找一家旅馆。 I will get us a hotel.
下午好，女士。 Good afternoon, madam.
美好的一天，我新鲜的、亲爱的英国玫瑰。 Good day, my fresh, darling English Rose.
这是酒店吗？ Is this a hotel?
我们有房间。 We have rooms.
你在找工作吗？ Are you looking for work?
一间房多少钱？ How much is a room?
我将向你收取每小时 10 法郎的费用。 I'll charge you 10 francs an hour.
你收他们30。 You charge them 30.
每个人都很高兴。 Everyone's happy.
我懂了。 I see.
查佩尔先生。 Monsieur Chapelle.
刚从伦敦回来。 Fresh from London.
你好。 Hello.
那么，你走吧。 So, off you go.
此时我很困惑。 At this point, I am confused.
你不是来这里工作的吗？ You're not here to work?
快点。 Come on.
和他躺在一起，让他给你一点鸡巴...... Lie with him, let him cock you a bit...
赚一些不错的法郎。 and make some nice francs.
我懂了。 I see.
他会为此付钱给我吗？ He would pay me for this?
是的。 Yes.
如果你需要钱... If you need money...
这是到达它的最短路线。 it is the shortest route to it.
我从来没有被别的男人欺负过... I have never been cocked by another man...
但对此感到好奇。 and yet have wondered on that.
并且我需要资金。 And am in need of funds.
我相信， 各种情况的结合... It is, I believe, a confluence of circumstances...
我认为几乎是命运般的。 I regard as almost fate-like.
让我们这样做吧。 Let us do this.
16号房间。 Room 16.
你叫什么名字？ What is your name?
神秘。 Mysterious.
我们是不是应该让我暖和一点... Should we warm me up a bit...
美好的一天，先生。 Good day, sir.
巧克力闪电泡芙？ Éclair au chocolat?
我赚了一些钱 和一些启示。 I've come into some money and some enlightenment.
你偷的？ You stole it?
你总是说你是 世界上最好的床上用品... You've always said you're the best bedman in the world...
我从未认识过另一个人， 所以我不知道这是否属实。 and I have never known another, so I knew not whether this was true.
但现在我知道了。 But now I do.
而且他很可怕... And he was terrible...
并发出不敬虔的声音 当他将自己插入我体内时。 and made ungodly noises as he thrust himself into me.
只需三下，邓肯·韦德伯恩， 这是他所能做到的。 And a mere three thrusts, Duncan Wedderburn, was all he could manage.
我忍住笑了…… I stifled a laugh...
当然，出于礼貌。 out of polites, of course.
我拿了他的钱。我向他道谢。 I took his money. I thanked him.
我一路笑了 给我们买这些泡芙... I laughed all the way to buy us these eclairs...
我是如此深情地想... and I thought so fondly...
还记得我们那些汗流浃背的夜晚。 remembering the fierce sweaty nights of ours.
你他妈是为了钱吗？ You fucked for money?
并作为一个实验。 And as an experiment.
这对我们的关系有好处 因为它让我对你的心感到高兴。 And it is good for our relationship as it gladdens my heart toward you.
我的心已经有些暗淡 关于你最近哭泣、脏话的人。 My heart has been a bit dim on your weepy, sweary person lately.
你是个怪物。一个妓女和一个怪物。 You are a monster. A whore and a monster.
从地狱派来的恶魔…… A demon sent from hell...
将我的灵魂撕成碎片。 to rip my spirit to shreds.
为了惩罚我的小罪过…… To punish my tiny sins...
伴随着毁灭性的海啸。 with a tsunami of destruction.
夺走我的心，像太妃糖一样拉扯它…… To take my heart and pull it like taffy...
毁了我。 to ruin me.
我看着你， 我只看到丑陋。 I look at you, and I see nothing but ugliness.
最后一点是不必要的 并且毫无意义... That last bit was uncalled for and makes no sense...
因为你对我的美丽的颂歌很无聊...... as your odes to my beauty have been boring...
但不变。 but constant.
还有这个简单的动作... And the simple act...
让一个陌生男人骑在我身上... of letting a strange man ride on me...
已经抹掉了这一切？ has erased all that?
他妈的！ Fuck!
你自己嫖娼了。 You whored yourself.
你现在要做的 向我解释是不好的。 Which you are now going to explain to me is bad.
我和你永远无法共赢吗？ Can I never win with you?
这是女人能做的最糟糕的事情。 It is the worst thing women can do.
我们绝对不应该结婚。 We should definitely never marry.
我是一个有缺陷、喜欢尝试的人... I am a flawed, experimenting person...
我需要一个丈夫 具有更宽容的性格。 and I will need a husband with a more forgiving disposition.
屄！ Cunt!
我现在看出你不是那样的人。 I can now see you are not that.
我们的冒险显然已经结束了。 Our adventure is clearly over.
我会给你订一张回伦敦的机票。 I shall book you a passage back to London.
你有钱... You had money...
一直这样？ this whole time?
这是上帝的钱。 It is God's money.
用于紧急情况。 For emergencies.
这真是紧急情况 已经好几个星期了！ It has been a fucking emergency for weeks now!
我一直相信你... I believed in you the whole time...
你能应付自如。 that you would rise to the occasion.
但现在我发现这是一个错误 你身上显然有什么东西坏了。 But now I see that was a mistake, and there's clearly something broken in you.
你破坏了我内心的某些东西！ You broke that something in me!
我觉得这次谈话已经变成了循环。 I feel this conversation has become circular.
屄！ Cunt!
斯威尼女士，我已经检查了我的情况。 Madam Swiney, I have examined my situation.
我需要性和金钱。 I need sex and money.
我可以找个情人... I could take a lover...
另一个会留住我的韦德伯恩...... another Wedderburn who would keep me...
但可能需要大量的关注。 but may require an awful lot of attention.
不然一次就20分钟了... Or else it's 20 minutes at a time...
以及我这一天剩下的时间 可以自由地研究世界...... and the rest of my day is free to study on the world...
以及它的改进。 and the improvement of it.
于是我就想找工作... Hence, I seek employment...
在你散发着霉味的场所 美好时光的淫乱。 at your musty-smelling establishment of good-time fornication.
一个女人正在策划她的自由之路。 A woman plotting her course to freedom.
多么令人愉快啊。 How delightful.
来。 Come.
萨维尔先生。 Monsieur Saveur.
菲力牛排。 A filet mignon.
优质切割。 A prime cut.
贝拉。 Bella.
最后说“强大”。 Say "formidable" at the end.
家庭规则。 House rules.
那味道是你吗？ Is that smell you?
令人敬畏。 Formidable.
为了气味。 For the smell.
还有茶。只因为茶好喝。 And tea. Just because tea is nice.
太残酷了…… It was brutal...
以一种奇怪但并不令人不快的方式。 in a strangely not unpleasant way.
小册子。 Pamphlet.
- 读。 - 那是什么？ - Read. - What is that?
Une personne qui veut... 改变世界pour le meilleur。 Une personne qui veut... change the world pour le meilleur.
让它变得更好。一个更好的世界。 Make it better. A better world.
那我也是这样了。 Then I am that too.
史维妮女士…… Madam Swiney...
这个阵容系统... this lineup system...
你真的希望我上楼 和一个男人在一起，即使我觉得他令人厌恶…… you really expect me to go upstairs with a man even if I find him distasteful...
因此我感到悲伤... and therefore am sad...
当我让他愤怒地跳我的时候？ when I let him furious jump me?
事情就是这样，亲爱的。 That is the way it is, my darling.
天哪，你看起来很漂亮。 Gosh, you look pretty.
你多么同意被蹂躏。 How it agrees with you to be ravaged.
我想是这样。 I suppose so.
那么，你难道不喜欢它吗 如果女人选择... So, would you not prefer it if the women chose...
因为这将是热情的标志 朝你？ as it would be a sign of enthusiasm toward you?
你不会有那种模糊的感觉 他们正处于恐惧的状态…… You wouldn't have the vague sense that they are in a state of horror...
当你跳跃它们时。 when you jump them.
贝拉是新来的，可能患有精神疾病。 Bella is new and may have a mental illness.
正如上帝、我的父亲所说…… As God, my father, says...
这只是它的样子，直到我们发现 新的方式是... it is only the way it is until we discover the new way it is...
就是这样 直到我们发现它的新方式...... and then that is the way it is until we discover the new way it is...
就这样直到世界 不再平坦…… and so it goes until the world is no longer flat...
电灯照亮夜晚， 鞋子也不再用丝带系着。 electricity lights the night, and shoes are no longer tied with ribbons.
作为一名社会主义者，我完全同意。 As a socialist, I agree entirely.
图瓦内特，你的嘴真聪明。 Toinette, you have such a clever mouth.
默尔索先生将免费享用它。 Monsieur Mersault will enjoy it for free.
去。现在。 Go. Now.
贝拉，在我办公室一会儿。 Bella, a moment in my office.
你有看起来最美味的裂片。 You have the most delicious looking lobes.
谢谢。 Thank you.
我必须... I must...
哦，对不起。我抽了血。 Oh, I am sorry. I drew blood.
这里。 Here.
我有时会屈服于自己 当我看到美丽，年轻的美丽。 I sometimes give in to myself when I see beauty, young beauty.
有一天，亲爱的... For one day, my dear...
你将成为一个满是皱纹的老躯壳。 you will be a wrinkled, old husk.
也没有人会想要你 向您付费或免费获得它。 And no one will want you either to pay you for it or to have it for free.
我仍然相信每个人都会更幸福 如果我们可以选择的话。 I still believe everyone would be happier if we could choose.
一个理想主义者。 An idealist.
像我这样的。 Like me.
你是多么令人愉快啊。 How delightful you are.
但我们必须屈服于要求 有时是世界的。 But we must give in to the demands of the world sometimes.
与它搏斗，尝试打败它。 Grapple with it, try to defeat it.
- 所以你和我一样相信吗？ - 当然。 - So you believe as me? - Of course.
但有些男人却享受你不喜欢的感觉。 But some men enjoy that you do not like it.
什么？ What?
- 那是... - 生病的。 - That is... - Sick.
不过生意不错。 But good business.
跟我来。 Come with me.
我的孙子。 My grandchild.
生病且身体不好， 并需要大量就医。 Sick and poorly, and requiring much doctoring.
我的选择给你选择 会危及业务。 My choice of giving you choice will jeopardize the business.
她的健康。她的一生。 Her health. Her life.
- 你想要那个吗，贝拉？ - 当然不是。 - Do you want that, Bella? - Of course not.
你不这么认为吗？你真可爱。 You don't? You're so lovely.
我以为你是冲着我的肺叶去的 I thought you were going for my lobes.
我们必须工作。 We must work.
我们必须赚钱。 We must make money.
但更重要的是， 我们必须经历一切... But more than that, we must experience everything...
不仅仅是好的。 not just the good.
但堕落、恐惧、悲伤…… But degradation, horror, sadness...
这让我们变得完整，贝拉。 This makes us whole, Bella.
使我们成为有内涵的人... Makes us people of substance...
不是轻浮、未曾接触过的孩子。 not flighty, untouched children.
然后我们就能认识世界。 Then we can know the world.
当我们了解这个世界时... And when we know the world...
这个世界是属于我们的。 the world is ours.
我要那个。 I want that.
现在... Now...
去操某人吧... go and fuck someone...
给我 10 法郎。 and bring me 10 francs.
首先，我建议进行一个小测验。 First, I suggest a short quiz.
测验？ A quiz?
你告诉我童年的记忆。 You tell me a childhood memory.
然后我讲一个笑话。 Then I tell a joke.
然后快速嗅了嗅…… Then a quick sniff...
如有必要， 快速浸泡在薰衣草油中。 and if necessary, a quick douse in lavender oil.
所有这些都将增强体验 使其变得令人生畏。 And all of this will enhance the experience making it formidable.
不，我讲笑话。 Non, I tell the joke.
你这个记忆。 You the memory.
当你在希腊的时候， 你从自行车上摔下来了吗？ When you were little in Greece, you fell from your bicycle?
血。顺着我的腿下去。 Blood. Down my leg.
喜悦？ Joy?
你高兴地看着血。 You watched the blood with joy.
敲，敲。 Knock, knock.
芝士来认识你。 Cheese to meet you.
你知道的。 You know it.
你闻起来还不错。 You smell okay.
让我们他妈的。 Let us fuck.
上帝给了你一份礼物，我的朋友。 God gave you a gift, my friend.
非常不优雅的工作。 Very inelegant work.
这就是你想家的时候做的事？ This is what you do when you're homesick?
你想要什么？ You wish what?
我的孩子们已经到了接受教育的年龄。 性的。 My boys are of an age for education. Sexual.
我会演示。 I will demonstrate.
我懂了。 I see.
有时。 At times.
我要躺着、弯腰、跨骑吗？ Shall I lay, bend, astride?
让我们从简单的开始吧。 Let's start simple, please.
为了帮助事情进展... To aid things along...
- 一根手指插在屁股上。 - 不。 - a finger in the arse. - No.
或者轻微的窒息也可能会导致这种情况。 Or a slight choking may do it.
回家！ Go home!
贝拉！ Bella!
斯威尼女士是对的。 Madam Swiney was right.
我正在发现自己的一部分 迄今未知。 I am discovering parts of myself hitherto unknown.
这是一种看待它的方式。 It is a way to look at it.
各种欲望的体现 很迷人。 The variety of desires being made manifest is fascinating.
你有没有那个男人... Have you had the man...
谁把一块菠萝放进你嘴里 并把你蒙在尘土里？ who puts a wedge of pineapple in your mouth and covers you in dust?
贝拉。 Bella.
我几乎准备好原谅你了。 I'm almost ready to forgive you.
我已经订好回家的床位了... I've booked our berths home...
我已经告诉妈妈了 准备我们的婚床。 and I've told Mother to prepare our wedding bed.
你操过那个手上有钩子的家伙吗？ Did you fuck that guy with hooks for hands?
你做到了。我知道！ You did. I know!
我把那家伙的焦油打掉了。 I beat the tar out of that guy.
邓肯.我以为你离开了 Duncan. I thought you left.
回到船上， 但开始疼痛并呕吐... Back to the ship, but started to ache and vomit...
所以我是来救你的。 so I'm here to save you.
你好，邓肯。 Hello, Duncan.
回家吧，邓肯。 Go home, Duncan.
我们的时代已经结束了。 Our time has ended.
我看着你，却什么感觉也没有…… I look at you and feel nothing...
但挥之不去的问题 我怎么想要你？ but the lingering question of how did I ever want you?
我们必须去参加社会主义者的会议。 And we must go to the meeting of socialists.
你们是妓女。 You're whores.
我们是我们自己的生产资料。 We are our own means of production.
离开。 Go away.
脚。 Foot.
油漆, 脚. Paint, foot.
非常好。 Very good.
语言虽然缓慢但正在进步。 Language is slow but improving.
画。脚。 Paint. Foot.
天才。 Genius.
你能不能别对她这么残忍？ Can you not be so cruel to her?
我对贝拉犯了一个错误。 I made a mistake with Bella.
我允许感情发展。 I allowed feelings to develop.
没有适合她的。 她和鸡狗没什么区别。 There are none for her. She is no different to the chicken dog.
脚。 Foot.
也许这样更好…… It is better this way, perhaps...
并提供一些见解 融入我父亲对我的冷静。 and gives some insight into my father's coolness to me.
这是科学的必然。 It was a necessity of science.
天哪，伙计。 Good God, man.
- 脚。 - 我不指望你能理解... - Foot. - I do not expect you to understand...
乡村医生。 village doctor.
顺便说一句，我需要你给我做手术。 By the way, I need you to operate on me.
我应该放一颗跳动的心吗 以你的怪物形态？ Shall I put a beating heart in your monstrous form?
如果你有时间... If you have time...
当采取... while taking...
这个出来了。 this out.
我会切除肿瘤周围的一些囊肿。 I'll remove some cysts from around the tumor.
不需要。你可以把我关起来。 No need. You may close me up.
它已经蔓延了。我看到微小的息肉。 It has spread. I see tiny polyps.
我快死了。 I am dying.
怎么把它给病人，嗯？ How to break it to the patient, eh?
巴克斯特... Baxter...
不要哭到伤口！ 你会因为败血症而更快地杀死我。 Do not cry into the wound! You'll kill me faster with sepsis.
现在安静了。 Quiet now.
并把我关起来。 And close me up.
找她。 Find her.
我关门了。 I am closed.
热巧克力，亲爱的。 Hot chocolate, my dear.
还有巧克力酱。 And pain au chocolat.
你是我的最爱。 You are my favorite.
我听你对其他人说过这样的话。 I have heard you say that to the others.
我们是一台你喂养的机器 伴随着赞美和巧克力。 We are a machine you feed with compliments and chocolate.
你们是我的孩子，我用爱喂养。 You are my children I feed with love.
发生了可怕的事情，斯威尼。 Something terrible has happened, Swiney.
我几乎什么感觉都没有。 I feel almost nothing.
我的同理心正在蔓延 朝着我所描述的方向... My empathy is creeping toward what I would describe...
作为轻蔑的愤怒。 as contemptuous rage.
这太棒了。 This is fabulous.
这是？ It is?
你正处于黑暗时期。 You're in the dark period.
在光明和智慧降临到你之前。 Before light and wisdom come to you.
你必须克服它... You must forge through it...
一旦到了另一边... and once on the other side...
你会感激这一刻， 但你必须继续前进。 you will be grateful to this moment, but you must keep going.
我懂了。 I see.
你有婴儿伤疤。 You've got a baby scar.
我的对象是ma maman。 Mine is with ma maman.
我没有。 I don't have one.
这是事故留下的疤痕。 It is an accident scar.
但你不是一个 犯了错误。 But you're not the first to have made the mistake.
为什么说谎？ Why lie?
我不是说假话。 I'm not lying.
我的戈德温亲口告诉我的。 My Godwin told me himself.
韦德伯恩。 Wedderburn.
美好的一天，先生。 Good day, sir.
您写信给戈德温·巴克斯特先生。 You wrote to Mr. Godwin Baxter.
他派出了一个逍遥法外的恶魔到这个世界上。 He has sent a demon at large into the world.
恶魔包裹在诱人的身体里 无法满足的... The devil's wrapped in an alluring body that cannot be satiated...
和区分他人的思想 一针一针地... and a mind that picks people apart stitch by stitch...
就像一个血迹斑斑、烧焦的布娃娃 从大象屁股里拉出来的屎。 like a bloodied and burned rag doll shat out of an elephant's arse.
贝拉。 Bella.
她在哪？ Where is she?
你是谁？ Who are you?
我是她的未婚夫 先生 I'm her fiancé, sir.
显然，事情并没有好结局 你们之间。 Obviously, things did not end well between you.
没有？ Did not?
她毁了我。 She destroyed me.
好吧，我们都是自己这艘船的主人，长官。 Well, we're all masters of our own ship, sir.
就是这样。 There's that.
我不喜欢你或你的话。 I do not like you or your words.
那个戈德温·巴克斯特。 That Godwin Baxter.
他知道，所以他让她来找我。 He knew, and he set her on to me.
他困住了我。 He trapped me.
她在哪？ Where is she?
不希望她成为我最大的敌人。 Would not wish her on my worst enemy.
我会把你从她手中救出来，先生。 I shall save you from her, sir.
原谅我的沮丧。就告诉我嘛。 Forgive my frustration. Just tell me.
它不疼。 It does not hurt.
我没有内脏。 I have no insides.
她把我掏空了。 She hollowed me out.
我的灵魂。我的银行账户！ My soul. My bank account!
我是一个虫子！如地狱！ I am a bug! A shell!
我们唱歌吧？ Shall we sing?
哦，我们是水手... Oh, we are sailors...
它不... It doesn't...
不疼。 Doesn't hurt.
我不希望事情变成这样。 I do not wish it to be like this.
你强迫我的手。 You force my hand.
“我们都是自己这艘船的主人。” "We're all masters of our own ship."
你这个满嘴贱货的死东西。 You cunting cunt-faced deadshit.
请。 Please.
我尽可能礼貌地问你。 I ask you as politely as I can.
她在哪？ Where is she?
妓女回来了。 The whore is back.
上帝？ God?
贝拉！ Bella!
麦克斯写信给我。 Max wrote me.
- 你生病了？ - 我不是。我快死了。 - You are ill? - I am not. I am dying.
细微的差别， 但作为一名医生，我认真对待这一点。 A subtle difference, but one I take seriously as a physician.
你是一道风景，也是一个好人。 You are a sight and a good one.
你不能死。 You cannot die.
经验数据的说法不同。 Empirical data says different.
我很想念你。 I missed you.
我现在必须躺下。 I now have to lie down.
我带来的并不全是阳光。 It is not all sunshine I bring.
我还带来了明亮的眼睛和尖锐的问题。 I also bring beady eyes and hard questions.
我心里有孩子吗？ Did I have a baby in me?
如果是的话，它在哪里？ And if so, where is it?
我懂了。 I see.
好吧，从技术上讲，你是你的孩子。 Well, technically, you are your baby.
而且，我想你是你的母亲。 And also, I suppose you are your mother.
也都不是。 And also neither.
没有记忆幸存。 No memory survives.
任何经历都无法生存。 No experiences survive.
我是母女是什么意思？ What do you mean I am mother and daughter?
你知道但没有告诉。 You knew and did not tell.
我没有看到好的理由。 I did not see good reason to.
而且我们太胆怯了。 And were too cowardly to.
也有一点这样的。 A bit of that as well.
我想和你在一起... I wanted to be with you...
我不确定你是否能理解。 and I was not sure you would even understand.
巴克斯特有点让人成为囚犯 给他。 And Baxter kind of makes one a prisoner to him.
而我是... And I am...
对不起。 I'm sorry.
嘭。 Bam.
这是谁？ Who is this?
贝尔妓女 Bell whore
- 贝尔妓女 - 我看到你已经介绍我了，波丽姆。 - Bell whore - I see you've introduced me then, Prim.
- 不过我喜欢这个。 - 贝尔妓女 - I like this one though. - Bell whore
- 现在够了，费莉西蒂…… - 贝尔妓女 - That's enough now, Felicity... - Bell whore
笨蛋。 Fucker.
另一个？ Another one?
我们想你。 We missed you.
怪物。 Monsters.
噢，该死的。 Oh, fucking hell.
贝尔妓女 Bell whore
很难处于这个位置 一个人想打别人的地方... It is hard to be in the position where one wants to hit someone...
已经感到明显的疼痛。 who is already in obvious pain.
这肯定是一个难题。 It is a conundrum for sure.
你愿意成为一块灰色的肉吗 你鼻子里有鱼钩吗？ Would you rather be a gray slab of flesh with a fishhook in your nose?
我会感觉良好一秒钟 但长期不好，所以... I will feel good for a second, but bad for longer, so...
我鼻子里真的有鱼钩吗？ I really had a fishhook in my nose?
你做到了。 You did.
所以，我是你的创造物…… So, I am your creation...
另一个也是如此。 as is the other one.
你们都不是那样的人。 Neither of you are that.
她在大厅里徘徊 用一把锤子和一首歌...... She wanders the halls with a hammer and a song...
那不是我做的。 and that is not my doing.
我读了你的卡片和回家的信...... And I read your cards and letters home...
无所畏惧地看着你 创造贝拉·巴克斯特的奇迹。 and watched you fearlessly create Bella Baxter with wonder.
我发现活着很有趣 所以我会原谅你的行为... I am finding being alive fascinating, so I'll forgive you the act...
却总是讨厌谎言和陷阱 接下来。 but always hate the lies and trapping that followed.
明白了。 Understood.
很高兴见到你。 Good to see you.
你也是。 You too.
撇开愤怒、困惑和大脑失调不谈， 我很想念你。 Anger, confusion, and brain dissonance aside, I missed you.
我到家了， 我还闻到了甲醛的味道…… I arrived home, and I smelled the formaldehyde...
我知道接下来会发生什么。 and I knew what is next.
我会成为一名医生。 I will be a doctor.
我的手术就是你的了。 My surgery is yours.
我父亲曾经告诉我... My father once told me...
总是怀着慈悲心去雕刻。 always carve with compassion.
他真是个白痴。 He was a fucking idiot.
但这并不是一个坏建议。 But it's not bad advice.
他的时间不多了。 He does not have long.
我知道。 I know.
你还没提到我们订婚的事。 You've not mentioned our betrothal.
你年轻得多。 You were much younger.
没有绑定。 There is no bind.
我被你迷住了 巴克斯特利用了这一点。 I was mesmerized by you, and Baxter took advantage.
那么，你不再着迷了吗？ So, you are mesmerized no more?
我仍然着迷。 I am still mesmerized.
我曾经是个妓女，你明白吗？ I've been a whore, you understand?
我体内的鸡鸡为了钱。 Cocks for money inside me.
你同意吗？ You okay with that?
做嫖娼的事情吗 挑战欲望…… Does the whoring thing challenge the desire...
为了男人拥有的所有权？ for ownership that men have?
韦德伯恩变得非常哭泣和咒骂...... Wedderburn became much weepy and sweary...
当他发现我嫖娼的时候。 when he discovered my whoring.
我发现自己只是嫉妒 男人和你在一起的时光... I find myself merely jealous of the men's time with you...
而不是对你进行任何道德诽谤。 rather than any moral aspersion against you.
这是你的身体，贝拉·巴克斯特。 It is your body, Bella Baxter.
你的自由奉献。 Yours to give freely.
我一般收30法郎。 I generally charged 30 francs.
嗯，这看起来很低。 Well, that seems low.
你相信人是可以进步的吗，麦克斯？ Do you believe people improvable, Max?
我愿意。 I do.
就像人体一样 可以把病治好... Just as a human body can be cured of illness...
所以男人和女人都可以治愈方面。 so can men and women be cured of aspect.
马克斯·麦坎德尔斯，你愿意嫁给我吗？ Will you marry me, Max McCandles?
我会。 I will.
我们将需要更少的你的舌头 将来... We will need less of your tongue in the future...
但总的来说，最令人愉快的。 but overall, most agreeable.
我会记下那张纸条。 I will take that note.
还有你检查过有没有疾病吗？ And have you been checked for disease?
我没有，但我会的。 I have not, but I shall.
我很享受我们之间这种实际的爱。 I'm enjoying this practical love we have.
但我向你保证我也充满热情。 But I assure you mine is also passionate.
你好可爱。 You are adorable.
你一直都是。 You always were.
天啊，你在行走。 God, you are walking.
我吸食了五毫克海洛因 通过脚趾疼痛... I have taken five milligrams of heroin through the toes for pain...
安非他明作为能量... amphetamines for energy...
和可卡因，因为我偏爱可卡因。 and cocaine because I am partial to cocaine.
我来这里是为了陪你走上红毯。 I've come here to walk you down the aisle.
因此，根据赋予我的权力 教堂旁边... And so, by the powers vested in me by the church...
我将为这次结合举行隆重仪式。 I shall solemnize this union.
你，贝拉·巴克斯特， 接受这个男人作为你的丈夫吗？ Do you, Bella Baxter, take this man as your husband?
我们错过了这个部分吗 有人反对吗？ Did we miss the part about anyone objecting to this?
或者已经以某种方式被删除了 教义问答的虚假现代化？ Or has that been removed in some kind of faux modernization of the catechism?
你好，维多利亚。 Hello, Victoria.
你看起来不错。 You look well.
先生，您指的是我吗？ Do you refer to me, sir?
男人通常不会自我介绍 给他的妻子。 A man doesn't normally introduce himself to his wife.
但如果我必须... But if I must...
他是这一切的神。 He is the God of it.
我不知道他是否在她的掌控之中 或者她在他的身边。 I do not know if he's in her power or she in his.
这是魔鬼手头的工作。 看！ 'Tis Devil's work at hand. Look!
他不像正常人那样咳嗽空气 但血。 He coughs not air as a normal man but blood.
他得了癌症，你这个白痴。 He has cancer, you fucking idiot.
邓肯. Duncan.
别用你的眼睛看着我，恶魔！ Do not lay your eyes on me, demon!
正如我所说，阿尔弗雷德·布莱辛顿将军。 As I was saying, General Alfred Blessington.
“阿尔菲”给你。 "Alfie" to you.
你真的不认识我吗？ You really do not know me?
当韦德伯恩先生 把你的照片放在纸上... When Mr. Wedderburn put your photo in the paper...
我想起了酒店里那只老鸟 叫你维多利亚·布莱辛顿... I remembered that old bird in the hotel called you Victoria Blessington...
我拼凑了这场恶魔般的性交 一起拼图。 and I pieced this diabolical fuckfest of a puzzle together.
- 你是... - 你亲爱的阿尔菲。 - You are... - Your dear Alfie.
你离开时处于一种精神错乱的状态 以及对怀孕的歇斯底里。 You left in a state of some mental addlement and hysteria over your pregnancy.
发现你不在后， 我感觉自己被掏空了。 On the discovery of your absence, I felt disemboweled.
我已经剖开男人的内脏 战场上…… I have disemboweled men on the field of battle...
我总是想象一个沉闷的， 空洞的悸动…… and I always imagined a dull, hollow throbbing...
事情就是这样。 and that is what it was like.
还有一股恶臭， 但这并不适用于此作为隐喻。 There's also a stench, but that does not apply as a metaphor here.
但你在这里，我亲爱的。 But here you are, my darling.
给你。 Here you are.
上帝。 God.
我对你没有任何记忆。 I have no recollection of you.
我是贝拉·巴克斯特。 I am Bella Baxter.
伤人的。 Hurtful.
但也许你已经撞到头了...... But perhaps you've hit your head...
这些人显然已经采取了 你的优势。 and these men have clearly taken advantage of you.
请走吧，先生。 Please go, sir.
- 你是我的丈夫？ - 你亲爱的阿尔菲。 - You were my husband? - Your dear Alfie.
贝拉，对不起。 Bella, I'm sorry.
其实我很想去。 Actually, I would like to go.
什么？ What?
贝拉？ Bella?
先生，您有马车吗？ You have a carriage, sir?
是的。 Yes.
那我们走吧。 Let us go then.
贝拉！ Bella!
让我走吧，上帝。 Let me go, God.
麦克斯，你不会阻止我的。 Max, you will not stop me.
很高兴你回来了，维多利亚。 It is good to have you back, Victoria.
我和仆人们 一直相处不好。 The servants and I have not been getting along.
我害怕起义。 I fear an uprising.
你还记得大卫吗，亲爱的？ You remember David, darling?
艾莉森，看看谁回来了。 Allison, look who's back.
你了解我？ You know me?
告诉我关于我自己的事。 Tell me about myself.
我很好吗？ Was I nice?
吃。 Eat.
都是你的最爱。 All your favorites.
腌鱼、鹅... Kippers, goose...
舌头, 香槟. tongue, champagne.
我很想念你。 I've missed you.
不快乐的根源是什么？ What was the root of the unhappiness?
到底是什么原因让她跳下桥呢？ What drove her to leap off the bridge?
你讨厌这个孩子。 You hated the baby.
你称它为“怪物”。 You called it "the monster."
我懂了。 I see.
我注意到缺乏母性本能。 I have noticed a lack of maternal instinct.
但我很高兴你能回家。 And yet I'm happy to have you home.
我们是怎么认识的？ How did we meet?
在一个舞会上。 At a ball.
我们为什么互相喜欢？ Why did we like each other?
我们共同热爱美好时光。 We shared a love of good times.
手表。 Watch.
艾莉森，汤！ Allison, soup!
雷克斯！ Rex!
他妈的！ Fuck!
艾莉森... Allison...
如果可以的话我们会吃一些奶酪。 we'll have some cheese when you can.
是对残酷的热爱吗？ A love of cruelty?
- 看来我不是一个善良的人。 - 种类？ - I was not a kind person, it seems. - Kind?
你永远不会这么迟钝，维多利亚。 You would never be so dull, Victoria.
令人震惊的想法。 Appalling idea.
韦德伯恩说你是个妓女。 Wedderburn says you were a whore.
- 我怀疑那是一部分... - 我曾是。 - I suspect that was part... - I was.
在巴黎。 In Paris.
我厌倦了它，但它很迷人。 I tired of it, but it was fascinating.
- 正确的。 - 这些腌鱼非常美味。 - Right. - These kippers are strangely delicious.
醋什么的。 Vinegary or something.
婚姻是一个持续的挑战。 Marriage is a constant challenge.
有些，我们屈服，有些我们屈服。 Some, we bend to, some we bend to us.
我会尽力原谅你的嫖娼行为。 I will try to forgive you for the whoring.
你的性歇斯底里常常失控。 Your sexual hysteria was often out of hand.
以及杀害我们未出生的孩子。 And for the killing of our unborn child.
事实上，当我列出这些方法时 你冤枉我了... In fact, when I list the ways you've wronged me...
耶稣基督本人可能会 用球棒敲打你的头。 Jesus Christ himself would probably beat your head in with a bat.
你很幸运有一个宽容的丈夫。 You're blessed with a forgiving husband.
我没有冤枉你，阿尔菲…… I've not wronged you, Alfie...
因为我不认识你。 as I do not know you.
嗯，你很幸运，因为我已经经历了很多 健忘症领域的经验。 Well, you're in luck as I've had a lot of experience in the field with amnesia.
无论是想要忘记的男人 他们在哪里... Either men who wish to forget where they were...
或者迫击炮在附近爆炸...... or a mortar exploded nearby...
像教堂的钟声一样敲响他们的头盖骨。 ringing their cranium like a church bell.
我建议我们靠近房子 几个月... I suggest we stick close to the house for several months...
也许一年。 maybe a year.
直到您完全康复。 Until you've made a full recovery.
我会在闲暇时离开， 但你想困住我，这让我受宠若惊。 I will leave at my leisure, but I am flattered by your desire to trap me.
你不是一个。 You're not the first.
我得开枪打死你 在他妈的脑子里…… I will have to shoot you in the fucking head...
如果你想离开，亲爱的。 if you try to leave, darling.
头的前面还是后面？ The front or the back of the head?
背部。 The back.
为了确定你要离开... As to be sure you were leaving...
我并没有鲁莽。 and I was not being rash.
我想念你。 I have missed you.
那么，我是一个囚犯吗？ So, I'm a prisoner?
这段对话已经消失了 一条不幸的路线。 This conversation has gone down an unfortunate route.
我相信你也会同样幸福 就像你以前一样。 I am sure you will be as happy as you were before.
和我以前一样 当我从桥上跳下去的时候？ As I was before when I threw myself from a bridge?
我怀疑你是在找鱼的时候摔倒的。 I suspect you fell while looking for fish.
你为什么要把我留在这里 如果我不想留下来怎么办？ Why would you want to keep me here if I do not wish to stay?
如果一个人必须溺水， 让它在爱的河流里。 If one must drown, let it be in the river of love.
大卫... David...
那只雉鸡看起来是不是被剥得只剩骨头了？ does that pheasant look stripped to the bone?
这是一个误判，先生。 It was a misjudgment, sir.
我道歉。 I apologize.
亲爱的，甜点吗？ Dessert, darling?
很容易脱落吗？ It comes off easy?
就像西装上的纽扣一样。 Like a button on a suit.
我在非洲看到他们这样做 与尖锐的岩石... I saw them do it in Africa with sharpened rocks...
但我自己制作了更精确的设备。 but had my own more precise device made.
你想要的只是阴蒂罩... Do you want just clitoral hood...
或者龟头也是如此？ or glans as well?
整个地狱包。 The whole infernal packet.
这会让她平静下来。 It will calm her no end.
这次我们会完成它。 This time we will get it done.
我会给她打镇静剂 今晚带她去你的手术室。 I shall get her sedated and bring her to your surgery this evening.
维多利亚，亲爱的！ Victoria, darling!
你在哪里？ Where are you?
时间恰好。 Perfect timing.
马提尼。 Martini.
而不是。 Rather not.
然而，我想离开。 I would, however, like to leave.
我发现我们在一起的时光很有趣...... I have found our time together interesting...
但我已经确定 为什么我从桥上跳下来。 but I've ascertained why I jumped from a bridge.
我想去见见我那濒临死亡的上帝。 I wish to go see my near dead God.
可爱的主意。 Adorable idea.
不幸的是，我亲爱的... Unfortunately, my darling...
我的生命是奉献的 到夺取领土。 my life is dedicated to the taking of territory.
你是我的... You are mine...
这就是它的长处和短处。 and that is the long and short of it.
我不是领地。 I am not territory.
问题的根源在于你的双腿之间。 The root of the problem is between your legs.
我会把它摘下来... I will have it off...
它不会分散注意力 并再转移你的注意力。 and it will not distract and divert you anymore.
你看，一个人度过一生 与他的性冲动发生争执。 You see, a man spends his life wrangling his sexual compulsions.
这是一个诅咒，然而， 在某些方面，这是他一生的工作。 It's a curse and yet, in some ways, his life's work.
女人一生的工作就是孩子。 A woman's life's work is children.
我打算把那个可恶的包裹给你除掉 你的双腿之间... I intend to rid you of that infernal packet between your legs...
然后立即在你身上种下一颗种子。 and plant a seed in you straight after.
让我解释一下发生了什么。 Let me explain what has happened.
维多利亚，你的妻子，跳楼自杀了 从桥上死了。 Victoria, your wife, threw herself from a bridge and died.
戈德温·巴克斯特找到了她， 带她去他的手术室。 Godwin Baxter found her, brought her to his surgery.
随后他将孩子抱走， 取出婴儿的大脑... He then removed the baby, removed the brain from the baby...
把它移植到我的脑子里 并让我复活。 transplanted it into my head and reanimated me.
我会把文件带给你。 这实际上非常令人着迷。 I'll bring you the file. It's actually quite fascinating.
不过，我会继续我的新生活…… However, I will keep my new life...
还有我可爱的老阴蒂，谢谢你。 and my lovely old clitoris, thank you.
如果你愿意帮我叫一辆马车的话。 If you'd call a carriage for me.
他们说啊说啊…… They talk and talk...
但在某个时刻，什么也没有留下 但要拔枪。 and yet at some point there's nothing left but to pull a gun.
这就是对待女人的方式。 'Tis the way with women.
你屈服了吗？ Are you giving in?
我宁愿你朝我他妈的心脏开一枪。 I'd rather you shot me in the fucking heart.
如果有必要的话我会答应的。 I will oblige if I have to.
喝点饮料吧，亲爱的。 Drink the drink, darling.
氯仿和杜松子酒。 Chloroform and gin.
在某些方面这将是一种解脱 摆脱我不断探索的自我。 In some ways it would be a relief to be rid of my questing self.
深深地啜饮，自由就属于你了。 Sip deeply and that freedom is yours.
他妈的。 Fuck.
最大限度？ Max?
最大限度。我们必须让他接受手术。 Max. We have to get him to surgery.
如果我们不这么做他就会死 He'll die if we don't.
流血很多。 Bleeding a lot.
你他妈死定了。 You're fucking dead.
贝拉，如果他还活着的话…… Bella, if he lives...
我不认为他是一个会停下来的人。 I do not sense he is a man who will stop.
好吧，我不会看着他流血而死。 Well, I won't watch him bleed to death.
但我同意，他还需要改进。 But I agree, he could do with improvement.
我已经把子弹取出来了 并止血了。 I've removed the bullet and stopped the bleeding.
我有笔记。 I have the notes.
我从来没有比在这里更开心的了。 I am never happier than when I'm in here.
贝拉。 Bella.
你回来了。 You're back.
这只是别人的故事…… It was just a story of someone else...
不是贝拉·巴克斯特。 not Bella Baxter.
我的一生，人们的目光都看着我...... All my life, people's eyes looked at me...
恐怖、可惜…… horror, pity...
但是你。 but you.
这一切都非常有趣... It's all very interesting...
怎么了。 what is happening.
解剖学考试让我很紧张。 Anatomy exam is making me nervous.
我已经多次考验过你了。你知道的。 I've tested you many times. You know it.
没有人比你更了解解剖学。 No one knows anatomy better than you.
女士们，杜松子酒吗？ Ladies, gin?
请。 Please.
杜松子酒？ Gin?
我们应该给将军弄点水。 We should get some water for the general.
费莉西蒂... Felicity...
水。 water.